deciding to breath

Watching Mahabharata again recently took me straight back to my childhood, to those times with my dadi ji. She used to sit me down and narrate the whole story to me, word by word. I was just a kid, but her voice would weave magic, making the epic come alive in ways I could never have imagined. Now, she’s much older—too old to speak as clearly as she once did—and it feels like the world has moved on. She doesn’t understand much anymore, but that doesn’t change the fact that she holds an irreplaceable place in my heart. There’s something deeply special about the memories of those times, of her voice, of the way she brought the Mahabharata to life for me. It’s not just about the story anymore; it’s about the bond, the warmth, the way she made everything feel so meaningful. I’ll never forget it, even if she can’t tell me the stories anymore.

I’ve also been watching this super romantic series with my close friends, and it’s so sweet it makes you feel all giddy! It’s one of those shows where you can’t help but get caught up in the excitement, and having my friends around just makes it even more fun. We end up laughing and teasing each other through all the swoon-worthy moments.

Life, on the other hand, has been moving along smoothly, just like it always does. Of course, there are the usual ups and downs, but honestly, I’ve kind of become numb to it all now. Things feel a bit like a routine, a cycle that goes on, and I guess it’ll all be okay eventually. Maybe it’s that feeling of inevitability that makes me think everything will work itself out in the end. It’s funny how time changes things—sometimes you just accept the highs and the lows and learn to float along with them. I’ve also made a decision recently, just in the past week or two, to not bother with my emotions as much anymore. I’ve realized that peace of mind is what I need right now, so I’ve chosen to take a step back and just let things be. No overthinking, no letting the little things affect me. Just trying to be a little kinder to myself and give my mind some much-needed calm.


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